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insecure
02:45
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insecure
tell me that im ok
everybody love me
ive got a problem
i cant hide it
cant deny it ok
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anxiety
01:44
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i cant eat and i cant breathe and i cant sleep and i cant dream and i cant pray
why do i feel like this
i dont wanna know
whats going on
man it could be anything
man i need your help
oh man its not in my head
but baby please try to see that theres something wrong with me
but please dont tell me its anxiety
its not anxiety
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funeral
02:56
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no one'll tell you give up get gone
go on your way son
you're washed up burnt out
baby all your dreams are dead
baby boy all your dreams are dead
funeral
i gotta do something new
i need a new purpose to get me through the day
to the next day to the next day to the next day to the next day
its time to pack it up
pack it in
time to begin again
funeral
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lifeline
03:17
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another night alone again
im playing on my phone again
waiting for a friend to call
maybe ill go out and buy more shit
maybe ill go out and hit the liquor store
maybe ill go out and buy more shit
i dont wanna spend another day alone
maybe i just need
honesty
i just really need
i just really need you
not fine
youre my lifeline
no im not fine
lifeline
let me come and see you where you are
when the night falls your my northern star
wont you lift me up im always falling down
youre in the night sky im here on the ground
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rocker
03:02
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aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
rock and roll aint dead
fled its shell hatched in my head
possessed by it
oh Jesus im a mess
cant tell if im cursed or blessed from it
pump through my vains
into my brain
and bleed my blood
waste my time and rot my mind
im a rocker-roller man
when i was a child
simple things would make me smile
now i fear im numb as fuck
dumb broke and beat down on my luckl
lift me up
im drowning on my feet
soul burning in the street
oh forgive my crime
i did my time for being a rocker-roller man
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idiot
01:57
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the clock ticks and i think about the future
i think of all the time wasted
i think of all the days we chased our dreams away
and now we look back on brighter days
to find just what we left behind
and i dont wanna change
do you
*wheeze wheeze cough*
ive got hurt in my head
everyday i try to fight it off
i fight it off
and i look just like an idiot
and i feel just like a fool
and i just wanna change
for you
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potion
02:20
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it makes me sick to my stomach
i cant pretend that i want it
im not fine
i do mind
the cars are on the road tonight
as the waves break across the ocean in her head
prove your devotion
magic potion
magic
no i wont change, i wont change for you
(but i want you to change)
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survive
02:52
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hoo
ya ya yaghh
six months of no breathing
suffer silent screaming
the sleep paralysis demon
has got the family weeping
i jump up
i cant breathe
i repent
and believe
that one day
everything will be alright my darling
i will not hurt no more
these things will pass and they wont last forever
if i survive
everything will be ok one day
everything will be alright
if i survive
i will try my best to find you
to find you
if i survive
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plea
02:21
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wake up in the morning like theres nothing wrong
wanna wake up in the morning underneath the sun
i want my body to breathe
when i lay down to sleep
i wanna live again
like when i was young
back when life was fun
back when everything was going the right way for me
i didnt wonder if i was gonna die cus i felt so alive
but now i dont feel so good
i dont feel the way that i think i should
and i cant take it anymore
God i need you now more than ever come into my life
i dont wanna take whats not mine but i cannot fight no more
i fight it away
no no more i fight it away but i still
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dare
01:56
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you lived your life
with your back against the wall
when you let your guard down you fall
and i cant blame you
i cant help you
but i can try
but i can try to live my life with my back against the wall
when you let your guard down you fall
like a lamb to the slaughter
breathe
youve got me on your side
i dare you to love
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gold
01:40
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she got gold
i got a black heart
devil in my gut
devil in my friends
devil in my stomach
devil its the end
get out
i wont let you down
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believe
02:49
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im so tired of fighting things in my head
i got rage from so much blood on the page
i cant erase it on my own
and im so weak i need some sleep
i need to shut my eyes and rest for a long long time
i need to rest for a long long time
from water to wine
blood from the water
water from rock
snake from the staff
i believe
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confusion
03:51
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i believe in you
and you believe in me
and i believe in fearing God
stear me God
cus i dont know where to go
i dont know what to do
all this confusion
confusion
dont leave me to die
i tried my best
give my best
dont leave me to the lie
let it slide
let me strive
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truly alone
04:13
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what do you want
what do you need
what is the end goal
you so passionately believe in
they listen to your sex
they track you on your phone
youll never be
truly alone again
youll never be
truly alone again
they watch you in the church
they watch you in your home
youll never be
truly alone again now
youll never be
truly alone again now
bullet in the brain
a hatchet in the head
a funeral for feelings
for something that was said
a dog with a haircut
man buys a bone
barks up the wrong tree
and ends up domed
blood in the blister
filth in the heart
you peel back the scab like its a work of art
but even decadence is dead
were melting in the bed with the red eye
boo
they give you all the sex
to keep you blind that youve been truly alone again
they want your soul
they want to take your life (put it in my body)
they want to bleed your blood
they want to spend your money
and i
i just wanna rest
they offer me a painless death
a painless a life
where dont i dont have to breathe
i dont have to cry
i dont have to sleep
i just have to die
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sever
02:24
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dont you lie to me
i swear that ill find out what you do
will you fall for the body of a demon
for a temptress
for the seaman
cut it out
i love you
you can trust me
i trust you
to be true
devils getting to my head now
in my bed now
trying to sever love
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duped
03:10
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i dont need nothing in my brain
im the same as when i was a child
lets change and find out what its all about
bless me
lovely
i put my hand in your soul
filling that God shaped hole
duped
dupe de doop de doo
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party
02:38
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take me to the place we go
take me to the glorious rock and roll party
with my family and friends
never let it end
never let us cry
never let us die again
i wanna go to the glorious rock and roll party
by the seaside
not a dry eye in sight
i wanna spend the rest of my life at this rock and roll party
at this glorious rock and roll party
i just wanna love
i just wanna hold in you in my arms
never let you go
never let you leave
never let you hurt
never let you be alone
at this glorious rock and roll party
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future
03:01
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i dont know what to do so
i just keep pushing through
cus the futures scary
even though the futures scary
even though ive got friends that i would die
theyd die for me
and a family to help me see the way to go
and God to guard me from below
i dont know what to do so
i just keep pushing through
cus the futures scary
even though the futures scary
even though ive got a girl that i will try
to live my best and die for
and a family id fight for
and God on my side
i dont know what to do so
i just keep pushing through
cus the futures scary
even though the futures scary
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dependent
02:18
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im not defined by my situation
whatever im meant to do
God will pull me through
your will your way
im laying my life down
if you uproot me from my town
if you need me for your sound
i found my calling
i found my way through the days i wait
never in vain
using everything
i am your instruments
you are the composer
you are everything
i am nothing
in the middle where we meet
you make me something
i try to stay alive
but i cant make it on my own
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