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Home
01:56
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there was a time i felt alive
i just wanna go back there
there was a time i felt alive
dont tell me what i want
dont tell me what i need
dont tell me who i am
just let me be
i just wanna go back home
where do we go before we're born
i just wanna go back there
before the flesh before the form
through the eye of the needle in there
just tell what you want
just tell me what to do
just tell me what to say
i sing for you
tell who i gotta be
tell me who i am
ill do anything
i just wanna go home
just wanna go back home
i really wanna go home
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2. |
Navigate
02:05
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i sailed so far off the grid
how did i navigate as a kid
im always looking for a way back
on the ship but this trip takes forever
im only looking for a way back
on the ship
this trip takes forever
i sailed so far off the grid
how did i navigate as a kid
im only looking for a way back
on the ship this trip takes forever
im only looking for a way back
on the ship this trip takes forever
it takes forever
it takes forever
it takes forever
it takes forever
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3. |
Backslide
03:31
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backslide
into the ocean
into the water
out of your hand
backslide
keep me in your prayer
im going nowhere
i keep spinning and spiraling around
keep me in your prayer
im going nowhere
faster than youve ever been anywhere
im gonna backslide
into the ocean
into the water
out of your hand
backslide
bless me
keep me
wash me in your blood
i am someone that i do no know
cleanse my mind of all this noise
backslide
into the ocean
into the water
out of your hand
backslide
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4. |
Deep Blue
04:33
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under the deep dark sky with the bright white lights
thinking about all of the ones that i love
and all of the ones that were left behind
on the edge of the deep blue sea
watching the waves rise on the water
crash on the land as i hold your hand
i could never let go
crying for you
thinking about how nothings changed
wondering if ill see your face again
if ill see your face again
the sight of the oceans filled with pain
triggers emotions in my brain for you
deep blue
under the deep dark sea
while my chest grows tight
fight for life and look for the light of my life
to guide me home
but im still punching the waves
on the edge of the deep dark sky
learning to treasure this pain that she gave me
drenched in the sound of these bursting clouds
i could never let on that im not
crying for you
thinking about how everythings changed wondering if you remember my name again
whats my name again
i drown in the ocean filled with guilt
with all we've lost and all ive built for you
deep blue
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5. |
Mizuhara
02:28
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i want you
do you want me
mizuhara
takes my money
it aint funny
playing with my heart
alone at last
if this moment
could last forever
id never be blue
chizuru
i love you
i pray that you do too
if you fall into the ocean
id catch you in my arms
if the sea had to swallow me
to set you free from harm
you know i would
mizuhara
i want you
do you want me to
try to ease the pain
theres just today
tomorrows
not guaranteed
let me set your heart free
mizuhara
i was made for you and you were made for me
id never let you go
id never let you pay your way
even the darkest nights would blossom into a beautiful day
mizuhara
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6. |
Breeze
03:19
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dont know what youve got until its gone
its so cliche
but i dot think its wrong
dont think about it too much
youre just his crutch
he dont buy you stuff enough
if youre gonna get out
do it while you can
ive got a plan
hes just a boy
hes not a man
so honey take my hand
like the wind that blows through the trees
youll be gone with the ocean breeze
dont think about it too much
i think about it all the time
i would bring it up if i could talk about it without crying
i think ive had enough
i dont have to laugh it off
no more
finally getting back the piece of me that sailed across the sea with you
if youre gonna get out
do it while you can
ive got a plan
hes just a boy
hes not a man
so honey take my hand
like the wind that blows through the trees
youll be gone with the ocean breeze
he wont think about it
wont even cry
he'll be fine tonight
he'll forget you and fall in love again
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7. |
Hook
02:53
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like a hook through the lip
baby when you took that sip
hit like a shot in the arm
baby theres something wrong with me
look me in the eye
tell me im alright
sing a lullaby
do anything
just to get me through this night
when you hear that voice
when youve made your choice
when you face that night
darling til you see the light
trust me
ill take you round the bend
ill lead you through the eye of the needle darling
you dont have to die
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8. |
Struggle
01:56
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9. |
Breathe
03:36
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i dont wanna go
but i cant breathe
i dont wanna know
whats wrong with me
just let it go away from here
my throat is closing up
youre weak
its just a panic attack
youre a hypochondriac
taking it one day at a time
my heart is racing
my body is not mine
oh shit i guess im old enough to die
when i close my eyes i pray that i wake up
i wanna wake up
God whered you go
everything is spiraling out of my control
i have no emotion
ive gotta trust that its deeper than the flesh
shine a little light its the darkest night of my soul
Kaneda i need you im on my own
the poison is taking its toll
theres no refuge in rock and roll
in a state of constant prayer in the prayer garden
the angels send the ones i love to comfort me
my doggies looking over me
when it feels like death and it tastes like dirt
and you hurt worse than you ever did
anchor to the captain
cus the devil is dancing
he has no control over the air you're gasping for
i saw the light when i hit the ground
i was calling for my mamma but i couldnt make a sound
my life is in your hands
your will, your way, your plans
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10. |
Half-Life
04:31
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everybodys laughing at me
they dont believe how i feel
how i feel
they just think its in my head
they just think im crazy
oh
they just think im lazy
oh
they just know im an idiot
if youve got to go
if you have to know
if you have to be with me
i guess go down to the river and wait indefinitely
and maybe waste a lifetime
and maybe waste my time
and maybe waste your time
maybe if i were fine
but i am in the half-life
yea i am in the half-life
my brain cant stop squirming
my body is out of control
i called a priest and cried for help
he asked me if im in a cult
i told him no its a virus
he said it lies in your soul
just come and see me when youre feeling better
so i went to the hospital
i broke down in the street
when they couldnt diagnose me
i started drowning in my tears
i started choking on my fears
and now i wonder if ill ever get better
if ill ever get relief
but i must not accept defeat
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11. |
Strange World
04:20
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done a whole lot of killing feelings
like the things i said
werent the things i said
in the morning should be waking to the feeling that youre healing
but youre waking with a demon on your mind
didnt know one could go so low so low
didnt know one could so low
so low
done a whole lot of killing feelings
peeling layers back to the spoiled fruit
pouring windex on lantern flies
pouring windex on lantern flies
watching them crawl around and die
just watching crawl around and die
its a strange world
its a strange world
i just want your love
i just want your love
done a whole lot of killing feelings
in between
buying cds and chasing my dreams
i dont wanna grow
i dont wanna grow up
please dont let them die
dont let them die
please dont let them die
i wana feel alive
its a strange world
its a strange world
oohasdhasdjfadghashdhashfdadhfsj
oohaasdfhjsdfjasdkjadfldfgjlksdflkadf
i just want your love
i just want your love
i just need your love
i just want your love
my absent mind is void
he wants it all destroyed
i always let him in through the portal of my sin
not today
not tonight
time to fight
for the ones i love
its a strange world
its a strange world
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oopoahsdjisdkhfkasjdkjsidfjkf
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12. |
Whitecaps
01:42
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whitecaps
on my back
the cold wind
is blowing
the ocean
it ebbs
and flows
emotion
i go wherever the wind will blow
but i need just need some time alone
darling could you just give me some space
i want it
i need it
i dont want you coming round
darling dont you let me see your face
whitecaps are on my back and im gone
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13. |
CIrcumstance
03:12
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sometimes i wish that i was far from where i am
life is beautiful but it hurts so bad sometimes
im overdrawn
but im still holding on
cus its got to get better
i wanna see who youre meant to be
my faith is not in my circumstance
from over the hill
cut through the commotion
pierces the soul
through waves of emotion
and i hear so clear
dont fear
sometimes i wish that i was someone that i am not
im not satisfied with the things that i have got
im getting old
i go nowhere
i live in the basement
and i sleep by the tv
i wanna see who youre meant to be
my faith is not in my circumstance
from over the hill
cut through the commotion
pierces the soul
through waves of emotion
and i hear so clear
dont fear
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14. |
Healer
02:01
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i dont know where im going
but you brought me so far
i dont what im doing
but you brought me so far
Lift your mat
open your eyes
and walk to the water
dont look back
dont be suprised
when you can see
see through confusion
see through illusion
see through emotion
see the ocean
we're so finite
brought the twilight
to get my heart right
and im praying
to the healer
erase my fear
i know you hear me
hear me
im yours
heal me
before
im gone
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15. |
Armor
04:47
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its not in the skin
its not in anything at all
all my scars are showing
and i dont know where im going
im getting old
but im growing up
everythings leaving
and im grieving
the soul comes from the source
repent before divorce
im not giving up
life aint over and we've got so far to go
so long my sorrow
goodbye to the lie
when the morning sun comes up
will i be strong enough to fight this feeling
im leaning on the lord
wielding his sword
putting on the armor of god
living in sin
beginning again and again and again and again and again
living through the filter of grace
the Lord erases the stain on the face
how beautiful
how beautiful you are
above the stars
here with me so close but sometimes you feel so far
you feel so far
the soul comes through the source
repent before divorce
im not giving up
life aint over
and we've got so far to go
so long my sorrow
goodnight to the lie
i wake up to the morning light
so long to my sorrow
goodbye to the lie
when the morning sun comes up
will i be strong enough to fight this feeling
im leaning on the lord
wielding his sword
putting on the armor of god
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Fortress
01:09
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17. |
Essence
01:30
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Took a long time
Trusting god with all I’ve got
So sick and tired
Trying to be someone that im not
I get so scared living in the past
Im facing forward
Gonna make the present last for awhile
Gonna try to smile
Gonna die ‘fore I deny my savior
The essence of all things
The reason why I sing
My king
My everything
Never gonna make me
Never gonna take me
Never gonna break me
Never gonna shake me
Never gonna hold me
Only gonna mold
Only gonna turn me into
Who im supposed to be now
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Nothing
03:10
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there is nothing to keep you from his love for you
like a flood
like a flame
like the rain
wash the pain away
today is a new
like the hope
of the sight
of the light
as it burst across the night
i will love you forever
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19. |
Leaves
02:17
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i dont want anything
i dont want nothing at all
i know who i will go to if i fall
this worlds got nothing to give
this world got nothing at all
got nothing at all
as leaves fall i call your name
i call your name
i dont know who i am
i dont wana complain
all i know is that i am not the same
as leaves fall i call your name
i call your name
im drifting through the water
glancing up at the sky
wondering why
this worlds so weird
i dont know what i fear
i dont know
leaves fall i call your name
i call your
i call your name
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20. |
Forever
01:09
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i will love you forever
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