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1. |
Eyes
06:21
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looking at a picture
from when I was young
wondering what happened
for where I went wrong
i was drawing comics
playing Video games
i was riding my skateboard
watching anime
I wanna see through those eyes
through the eyes of a child
through the eyes of my mother
through the eyes of my father
through those eyes I’ll see
who I’m meant to be
i once loved hockey
and playing baseball
i hated horror movies
and drinking alcohol
i once had a memory
i used to get good rest
the future was clearer
had nothing on my chest
i wanna see through those eyes
through the eyes of a child
through the eyes of my mother
through the eyes of my father
through those eyes I’ll see
who I’m meant to be
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2. |
Birthday
04:05
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hold on tight cus this world moves fast
everytime you think a moments gonna last it slips away
every nights sacred
should be having fun
should be on the run until the morning paints the day
i dont wanna grow up
i wanna stay young
ive tried but i cant deny
that i was in love
hold on tight cus this world moves fast
anytime you think its gonna last it slips away
my doggys on her last leg
laying on the floor
couldnt make it upstairts to the second floor
she needs more time
i get a lot of chances
blowing them all
i didnt care for the summer
so i waited for the fall oh more time
i need more time
ive been playing @$#%@#^ rock and roll
under the ground
my family needed a man but i was making a sound
oh more time
i need more time
i dont wanna grow up
i wanna stay young
i try but i cant deny
that i was in love
this sucks i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna have fun
there were so many signs
but i am so dumb
youre obviously
not the one
hold on tight cus this world moves fast
everytime you think a moments gonna last it slips away
well i was stuck in the past just trying to build a future
but the present is a bitch baby im a consumer
im a loser
i dont wanna grow up
i wanna stay
but im half an hour away
from my birthday
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3. |
Gift
03:34
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i open the gift
it appears to be
some kind of disc
so i put it in the CD player
at the kitchen table
i was drawing comics
but now i am
listening to rock and roll
i am listening to rock and roll
i feel my life shifting in a new direction
what is this sound that drives me
what is this sound that takes me away
i never wanted to go far away
here i am in the same place
guess ill always be in the same place
but i want a good life
wanna get married have a good wife
want stability
working 9 to 5
plans to prosper
not to harm you
you'll have you a good life
you'll have a long life
but when i call you better drop the plow and go
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4. |
Duff Fields
01:21
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duff fields
goin down to duff fields
gonna pick a pumpkin
gonna walk the corn maze
gonna get my grandma pie
my grandma pie
we'll go outside and pick some fruit
in duff fields
going down to duff fields
gonna take a field trip
daddy is my chaperone
gonna get me everything i wanted
but dont tell a soul or your mother
when we get home
i got swords and shields and things to wield
tell your class to get off my ass
and we'll do what we wanna do
we'll do what we wanna do
down in duff fields
maybe down in duff fields
i was wanting more
so i stole a cupcake from the convenience store
in duff fields
dreaming down in duff fields
raining down in duff fields
lay me down in duff fields
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5. |
Sunny D
02:38
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take me to the street sipping sunny d
burning under capri sun
falling down the stairs
cant stick the landing
glass cuts through my hand
oh so much fun
the blood seeps into the ground
the clouds form in the sky
me and my cousins in the summertime
take me to the street sipping tang
making jokes about my wang
we don’t know that stuff
we don't know that stuff
the sound of rock and roll
seeps into my blood
donnie darko
is my favorite movie
lets watch
yu yu hakusho
and play video games
Its my favorite thing
"we’ll be middle aged children but so what"*
We don’t have to grow
But thats not what my momma said
Thats not what my momma said
I don’t want to go back home
"we’ll be middle aged children but so what"*
*lyric from the song Pendulum by Guided By Voices
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6. |
Youth Sports
03:39
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aging out
growing up
playing youth sports
together
shoot, pass
kickin ass
playin youth sports
together
my blood brother
he fights for me
and i fight for him
at the drop of the glove the fun begins
yea i give it all i got and i dont even know why but i dont care
no i dont care
and we go past the whistle blow
aging out
growing up
playing youth sports
together
shoot, pass
kickin ass
playin youth sports
together
my blood brother
he fights for me
and i fight for him
at the drop of the ball the fun begins
yea i give it all i got and i dont even know why but i dont care
no i dont care
and we go past the whistle blow
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7. |
Treasure Memories
03:00
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remember elementary
it was you and me
i was pissing on a tree in the schoolyard
remember when your brother tried to kick my ass
i was dumbfound
down laying in the dirt
i guess he failed to see i called you p h a t
but if you dont remember
then its just like it never happened
and i guess that it kinda scares me
that the past fades to pain
buried in treasure memories
i woke up in a record shop
the past was far behind me and i was lost
so lost
all of my memories are tethered to a book or a cd or a video game
i swear i played em all
if i dont remember
then its just like it never happened
and i guess that it kinda scares me
that the past fades to pain
and i guess i missed the train
while looking towards the future
buried in treasure memories
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8. |
Young
01:42
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ten years since high school
i live with my parents
i guess i should face that im stuck in the basement
and everyone hates me
cus im going crazy
from tv and video games
two years since i saw the one that i loved
and she told me that im not the one
she said that im her best friend but cant be her boy friend
just take me back to when i was young
ten years since high school
punk rock in the basement
my friends all got jobs and moved on i should face it
that everyone hates me
cus im fucking crazy
from tv and video games
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9. |
Failure
05:20
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you know it terrifies me
thinking of all the time i wasted
singing song after song in my basement
i dont think im cool
im neighborhood fool
im the family idiot
yea the eyes roll back when my names brought up in conversation
yea hes a disgrace
oh look how he puts on weight
oh what the fuck you been up to boy
youll never make it
youll never be nothing more than something that i think you should be
what a failure
oh what a failure
you know it tears me apart
thinking of how stupid i was to think that you cared
when i bared my heart to you
so tell them what them wanna hear
be animated by fear
another spineless idiot
yea i got my lines for appropriate conversation
yea hes a disgrace
oh look how he spits out hate
like he got no reason to atone
he cast a rock and he break a bone
but he heard it on his phone
what a failure
oh what a failure
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10. |
Dreamscape
03:08
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is there nothing more
that you want from me
in your time of need i will be there
am i still the boy that you knew when you were young
through the good times
through the bad times
through the nightmares and dreamscapes
take me at my word
dont you know me anymore
i guess you dont anymore
i guess you dont
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11. |
Best Friends
04:49
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shedding the shame
facing the pain
of the future
together
we were always together
bearing the burdens
the things that would hurt us
sharpened against the stone
we were never alone
thank you
for being my friend
ill never forget the days that we spent together
junk food
video games
in your room
skateboarding all night
those days are gone
they were so long ago
do you remember
i just want to know
if you can recall this feeling
bring it back and there'd be healing
theres no reason for it to end
theres no reason for us not to be best friends
shedding the shame
facing the pain of the future together
we were always together
one day when we're gone
we'll look back on
memories
of you and i
wondering how they could die
with tears in our eyes
thank you for being my friend
i never thought that something could keep us from being together again
its you
only you
always
burning
for you
thank you
it is all i can do now
our foundations in the sand
i can barely count my acquaintances on one hand
if you can recall this feeling
bring it back and there'd be healing
theres no reason for it to end
theres no reason for us not to be best friends
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12. |
Arcade
03:12
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i dance the disco
i play guitar
i'll show you how to get far
though life is passing me by
i feel no shame
spending all my time
at the arcade
we walk the boardwalk
hunting for food
we look at the ocean
but theres no reflection of you
though life is passing me by
i feel no shame
i need a perfect distraction
a video game
at the arcade
baby i like your face
this is my favorite place
if you wanna watch me play
come on and break this change
theres only tokens
no coins
then get me the game card
load it with points
get a bag
pick up them tickets
if you wanna prize you've gotta win it
wait your turn you've gotta earn it on your own
or you can give me your phone number
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13. |
Flowers
04:48
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yet another falling of tears
waiting for the hurt to fade
to see clearer
whys my heart breaking
always breaking
i dont even recognize her anymore
but the pain remembers
the wounds run deep
sometimes i wonder if it happened
ever happened
so dont say that cus its not true
that i never bought you flowers
i never bought you flowers
well heres a bouquet of my mistakes
letters that i wrote
that you never read
all the love i tried to pour out of my heart
into your head
fucked up
everything i love is a memory
and memories fade
look in the mirror at our bodies changing
our faces age
i wonder if the inside
mirrors whats on the outside
cus i wanna go to the garden
that nobody knows and
pick you flowers
darling
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14. |
Mixtape
03:56
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my memory is fading
it skips
like a CD does
don't talk
its my favorite
melody
its my favorite song
hey girl
you wanna go on a date
ill take you to my favorite place
pick you up in my car
and drive you to the park
after i'll get you food
and i will talk to you
night falls
over the sky
but i forget the rest
my memory is fading
it skips
like a CD does
don't talk
its my favorite
melody
its my favorite song
hey Nuz
you wanna go for a ride
lets get lost tonight
just drive
i got a mixtape
and you've got spotify
we cruised
through Jersey
and found an open mic
the next week
i played a song I wrote
and met a girl I liked
and fell in love
my memory is fading
it skips
like a CD does
don't talk
its my favorite
melody
its my favorite song
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15. |
Brother
03:41
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little sisters growing
not knowing where shes going
life is getting harder
for my mothers daughter
you can talk to me
you can always talk to me
talk to me
you can always talk to me
while you were living life
ive been trying to get mine together
when theres no other
darling dont forget
im your brother
night is feeling frightening
til the morning light is brightening
wherever you are going
find comfort in knowing
that you can always talk to me
you can always talk to me
talk to me
you can always talk to me
while you were living life
i was trying to get mine together
when theres no other
darling dont forget
im your brother
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16. |
Meme
04:50
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my dogs gone
my dogs gone away
she cant run
so she flies away
into heaven
the angels come
to meet my girl
they'll make sure she has fun
my dog
my best friend
she dont care what i do
and she dont care
where she goes
1 or 2
on the floor or
on your leg
shes so cute
that she just might break your heart
my dog
Meme
death is not the end
you know ill see you again
in the next life
her soul
leaves her body
in my arms
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17. |
Nightmare Fading
03:09
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take your time
i know that you dont know
whats floating through your mind
but if it takes a little
to dive a little deeper
to build a foundation upon
something stronger as a friend
to make it last til the end
then ill wait for you
to see the spark in your eye
as your dreams come true
and ill wait for you
as the days keep breaking
though your heart is aching
through the nightmare fading
ill take my time
cus i know that
i dont know whats
floating through my mind
but if it takes a little longer
to dive a little deeper
to build a foundation upon
something stronger as a friend
to make it last til the end
then ill wait for you
to see the spark in your eye
as your dreams come true
and ill wait for you
as the days keep breaking
though your heart is aching
through the nightmare fading
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18. |
Fading
02:35
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everybody's got a mommy
got a daddy somewhere
what happened to when we were children
did you forget
no did you forget
no dont forget
physical love is fading
all we can hold is in our hearts and in our souls
oh never let me go
whats the end goal
im just looking for a family
a family
i wanna love
i need to love
dont forget
cant forget
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19. |
Source
04:16
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friends leaving
im grieving
hearts breaking
memories fading
whats it take to be alive
tell me what it takes to die
tell me what it takes to be alive
to be alive
everybody dies sometime
some people stay alive longer
some people try to hide
and act like they are stronger than they are
at the end of the day when the breathe fades away
and youve come to the end of the course
we're heading towards the source now
cant you see your own your way and every day is counted
every little thing you do it matters
dont you ever listen to the shattering souls
dont you ever listen to the hearts breaking
telling you that theres no reason for waking up
dont let the past mask the present
dont ever let the future seem like its too far ahead
we're heading towards the source now
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20. |
Family
03:07
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mommys in the backyard
talking on the telephone
daddys in the driveway
washing the cars
and my grandmoms in the kitchen
and my sisters watching television
and my doggies in the window
and thats all i need
my faith
my family
too blind to see
what God has blessed me
with this family
laughing at the diner
playing nintendo
super smash bros
with my cousins
skating after dark
playing softball in the park
even that girl that broke my heart
as long as we're all happy
as long as we're all healthy
and even when we're gone
we will one day be together again
and thats all i need
my faith
my family
was too blind to see
just what God has blessed me
with this family
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