TREASURE

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1.
Eyes (DEMO) 06:21
looking at a picture from when I was young wondering what happened for where I went wrong i was drawing comics playing Video games i was riding my skateboard watching anime I wanna see through those eyes through the eyes of a child through the eyes of my mother through the eyes of my father through those eyes I’ll see who I’m meant to be i once loved hockey and playing baseball i hated horror movies and drinking alcohol i once had a memory i used to get good rest the future was clearer had nothing on my chest i wanna see through those eyes through the eyes of a child through the eyes of my mother through the eyes of my father through those eyes I’ll see who I’m meant to be
2.
hold on tight cus this world moves fast everytime you think a moments gonna last it slips away every nights sacred should be having fun should be on the run until the morning paints the day i dont wanna grow up i wanna stay young ive tried but i cant deny that i was in love hold on tight cus this world moves fast anytime you think its gonna last it slips away my doggys on her last leg laying on the floor couldnt make it upstairts to the second floor she needs more time i get a lot of chances blowing them all i didnt care for the summer so i waited for the fall oh more time i need more time ive been playing @$#%@#^ rock and roll under the ground my family needed a man but i was making a sound oh more time i need more time i dont wanna grow up i wanna stay young i try but i cant deny that i was in love this sucks i dont wanna grow up i just wanna have fun there were so many signs but i am so dumb youre obviously not the one hold on tight cus this world moves fast everytime you think a moments gonna last it slips away well i was stuck in the past just trying to build a future but the present is a bitch baby im a consumer im a loser i dont wanna grow up i wanna stay but im half an hour away from my birthday
3.
Gift (DEMO) 03:34
i open the gift it appears to be some kind of disc so i put it in the CD player at the kitchen table i was drawing comics but now i am listening to rock and roll i am listening to rock and roll i feel my life shifting in a new direction what is this sound that drives me what is this sound that takes me away i never wanted to go far away here i am in the same place guess ill always be in the same place but i want a good life wanna get married have a good wife want stability working 9 to 5 plans to prosper not to harm you you'll have you a good life you'll have a long life but when i call you better drop the plow and go
4.
duff fields goin down to duff fields gonna pick a pumpkin gonna walk the corn maze gonna get my grandma pie my grandma pie we'll go outside and pick some fruit in duff fields going down to duff fields gonna take a field trip daddy is my chaperone gonna get me everything i wanted but dont tell a soul or your mother when we get home i got swords and shields and things to wield tell your class to get off my ass and we'll do what we wanna do we'll do what we wanna do down in duff fields maybe down in duff fields i was wanting more so i stole a cupcake from the convenience store in duff fields dreaming down in duff fields raining down in duff fields lay me down in duff fields
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take me to the street sipping sunny d burning under capri sun falling down the stairs cant stick the landing glass cuts through my hand oh so much fun the blood seeps into the ground the clouds form in the sky me and my cousins in the summertime take me to the street sipping tang making jokes about my wang we don’t know that stuff we don't know that stuff the sound of rock and roll seeps into my blood donnie darko is my favorite movie lets watch yu yu hakusho and play video games Its my favorite thing "we’ll be middle aged children but so what"* We don’t have to grow But thats not what my momma said Thats not what my momma said I don’t want to go back home "we’ll be middle aged children but so what"* *lyric from the song Pendulum by Guided By Voices
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aging out growing up playing youth sports together shoot, pass kickin ass playin youth sports together my blood brother he fights for me and i fight for him at the drop of the glove the fun begins yea i give it all i got and i dont even know why but i dont care no i dont care and we go past the whistle blow aging out growing up playing youth sports together shoot, pass kickin ass playin youth sports together my blood brother he fights for me and i fight for him at the drop of the ball the fun begins yea i give it all i got and i dont even know why but i dont care no i dont care and we go past the whistle blow
7.
remember elementary it was you and me i was pissing on a tree in the schoolyard remember when your brother tried to kick my ass i was dumbfound down laying in the dirt i guess he failed to see i called you p h a t but if you dont remember then its just like it never happened and i guess that it kinda scares me that the past fades to pain buried in treasure memories i woke up in a record shop the past was far behind me and i was lost so lost all of my memories are tethered to a book or a cd or a video game i swear i played em all if i dont remember then its just like it never happened and i guess that it kinda scares me that the past fades to pain and i guess i missed the train while looking towards the future buried in treasure memories
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Young (DEMO) 01:42
ten years since high school i live with my parents i guess i should face that im stuck in the basement and everyone hates me cus im going crazy from tv and video games two years since i saw the one that i loved and she told me that im not the one she said that im her best friend but cant be her boy friend just take me back to when i was young ten years since high school punk rock in the basement my friends all got jobs and moved on i should face it that everyone hates me cus im fucking crazy from tv and video games
9.
you know it terrifies me thinking of all the time i wasted singing song after song in my basement i dont think im cool im neighborhood fool im the family idiot yea the eyes roll back when my names brought up in conversation yea hes a disgrace oh look how he puts on weight oh what the fuck you been up to boy youll never make it youll never be nothing more than something that i think you should be what a failure oh what a failure you know it tears me apart thinking of how stupid i was to think that you cared when i bared my heart to you so tell them what them wanna hear be animated by fear another spineless idiot yea i got my lines for appropriate conversation yea hes a disgrace oh look how he spits out hate like he got no reason to atone he cast a rock and he break a bone but he heard it on his phone what a failure oh what a failure
10.
is there nothing more that you want from me in your time of need i will be there am i still the boy that you knew when you were young through the good times through the bad times through the nightmares and dreamscapes take me at my word dont you know me anymore i guess you dont anymore i guess you dont
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shedding the shame facing the pain of the future together we were always together bearing the burdens the things that would hurt us sharpened against the stone we were never alone thank you for being my friend ill never forget the days that we spent together junk food video games in your room skateboarding all night those days are gone they were so long ago do you remember i just want to know if you can recall this feeling bring it back and there'd be healing theres no reason for it to end theres no reason for us not to be best friends shedding the shame facing the pain of the future together we were always together one day when we're gone we'll look back on memories of you and i wondering how they could die with tears in our eyes thank you for being my friend i never thought that something could keep us from being together again its you only you always burning for you thank you it is all i can do now our foundations in the sand i can barely count my acquaintances on one hand if you can recall this feeling bring it back and there'd be healing theres no reason for it to end theres no reason for us not to be best friends
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i dance the disco i play guitar i'll show you how to get far though life is passing me by i feel no shame spending all my time at the arcade we walk the boardwalk hunting for food we look at the ocean but theres no reflection of you though life is passing me by i feel no shame i need a perfect distraction a video game at the arcade baby i like your face this is my favorite place if you wanna watch me play come on and break this change theres only tokens no coins then get me the game card load it with points get a bag pick up them tickets if you wanna prize you've gotta win it wait your turn you've gotta earn it on your own or you can give me your phone number
13.
yet another falling of tears waiting for the hurt to fade to see clearer whys my heart breaking always breaking i dont even recognize her anymore but the pain remembers the wounds run deep sometimes i wonder if it happened ever happened so dont say that cus its not true that i never bought you flowers i never bought you flowers well heres a bouquet of my mistakes letters that i wrote that you never read all the love i tried to pour out of my heart into your head fucked up everything i love is a memory and memories fade look in the mirror at our bodies changing our faces age i wonder if the inside mirrors whats on the outside cus i wanna go to the garden that nobody knows and pick you flowers darling
14.
my memory is fading it skips like a CD does don't talk its my favorite melody its my favorite song hey girl you wanna go on a date ill take you to my favorite place pick you up in my car and drive you to the park after i'll get you food and i will talk to you night falls over the sky but i forget the rest my memory is fading it skips like a CD does don't talk its my favorite melody its my favorite song hey Nuz you wanna go for a ride lets get lost tonight just drive i got a mixtape and you've got spotify we cruised through Jersey and found an open mic the next week i played a song I wrote and met a girl I liked and fell in love my memory is fading it skips like a CD does don't talk its my favorite melody its my favorite song
15.
little sisters growing not knowing where shes going life is getting harder for my mothers daughter you can talk to me you can always talk to me talk to me you can always talk to me while you were living life ive been trying to get mine together when theres no other darling dont forget im your brother night is feeling frightening til the morning light is brightening wherever you are going find comfort in knowing that you can always talk to me you can always talk to me talk to me you can always talk to me while you were living life i was trying to get mine together when theres no other darling dont forget im your brother
16.
Meme (DEMO) 04:50
my dogs gone my dogs gone away she cant run so she flies away into heaven the angels come to meet my girl they'll make sure she has fun my dog my best friend she dont care what i do and she dont care where she goes 1 or 2 on the floor or on your leg shes so cute that she just might break your heart my dog Meme death is not the end you know ill see you again in the next life her soul leaves her body in my arms
17.
take your time i know that you dont know whats floating through your mind but if it takes a little to dive a little deeper to build a foundation upon something stronger as a friend to make it last til the end then ill wait for you to see the spark in your eye as your dreams come true and ill wait for you as the days keep breaking though your heart is aching through the nightmare fading ill take my time cus i know that i dont know whats floating through my mind but if it takes a little longer to dive a little deeper to build a foundation upon something stronger as a friend to make it last til the end then ill wait for you to see the spark in your eye as your dreams come true and ill wait for you as the days keep breaking though your heart is aching through the nightmare fading
18.
everybody's got a mommy got a daddy somewhere what happened to when we were children did you forget no did you forget no dont forget physical love is fading all we can hold is in our hearts and in our souls oh never let me go whats the end goal im just looking for a family a family i wanna love i need to love dont forget cant forget
19.
friends leaving im grieving hearts breaking memories fading whats it take to be alive tell me what it takes to die tell me what it takes to be alive to be alive everybody dies sometime some people stay alive longer some people try to hide and act like they are stronger than they are at the end of the day when the breathe fades away and youve come to the end of the course we're heading towards the source now cant you see your own your way and every day is counted every little thing you do it matters dont you ever listen to the shattering souls dont you ever listen to the hearts breaking telling you that theres no reason for waking up dont let the past mask the present dont ever let the future seem like its too far ahead we're heading towards the source now
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mommys in the backyard talking on the telephone daddys in the driveway washing the cars and my grandmoms in the kitchen and my sisters watching television and my doggies in the window and thats all i need my faith my family too blind to see what God has blessed me with this family laughing at the diner playing nintendo super smash bros with my cousins skating after dark playing softball in the park even that girl that broke my heart as long as we're all happy as long as we're all healthy and even when we're gone we will one day be together again and thats all i need my faith my family was too blind to see just what God has blessed me with this family

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released March 20, 2021

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