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regenerate
03:20
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i want you to feel the way i make you feel
lets just make sure that its real
i know that i am in love with you
do you need me like i need you
regenerate and repent
doing things that we are not meant to be doing
losing losing losing my innocence and i cry
Lord take me back to when i was a dumb boy
i used to dream that anything could happen
Lord take me back to when i was a young boy
I used to dream that anything happen
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weather
03:16
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everywhere i am isnt where i wanna be
i just wanna see if what im meant to be has passed me by
so tired of trying so hard
and getting nowhere
what am i supposed to do now
to make things better
ive been riding the weather
please see me through
i need you
im on my own
please never leave
i receive your blessing
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manchild
03:24
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is there more to life than what im living for
God im depending on you to lead me to the open door
im losing my mind waiting
i cant keep my worry in my body
and i bleed all over the ones that i love
silent
violent
full of rage
flagrant
impatient
manchild
somethings in my brain baby
causing all this pain
i need relief
i need some sleep
i need to go where im supposed to go
over and over and over and over again in my head
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otherside
02:38
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whats going on
is something wrong
did i say something
to hurt your feeling again
cus if i did
i apologize
ill look you in the eyes until i make myself feel sorry
for what i dont know
baby forgive me
please stop crying
im not trying
to make you hurt
im not lying
believe me when i tell you that i love you
all i wanna do
is make it through
to the other side of life with you
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5. |
dickhead
02:23
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if you want me to
i will love you
baby let me back in your heart
i will never tear it apart
i got a big mouth
i say dumb shit
i can be an asshole
i can be a real big dick (im sorry)
i can be a real big dickhead
i dont even know what it really means
i just wanna be your everything
ill back off
ill be nice
ill do anything for the rest of my life
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6. |
enemy
02:21
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ive been hurting
im a fool
ive been hurting you
my bodies broken
my souls been crushed
cant let my guard down
cus ive had enough pain
all my life
let down by someone
just when i thought that you were on my team
baby
give me time
give me space
i need to erase my memory
and rememeber that you are not my enemy
woo
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7. |
nightwalk
02:01
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i am tired
of living inside
i wanna go outside
i wanna take a walk around my town
and when im down
ill try to get my mind right
put on a song that i like
even though nothing is alright
as long as it makes me feel nice
to help me forget sacrifices
i made my decisions
they left incisions on my soul
will i ever go
will i ever go where im meant to go
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8. |
cobalt
02:00
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i need to find a new way
everydays the same
i wake up and look outside my window
i dont know which way to go
and time will pass you fast real slow
i need to find a new way
the world spins around me
i need to find a new way
im so glad you found me
darling you will never know just what you mean to me
just what you mean
come on home and love me
i love to love the way you love with you
baby blue
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shock
02:51
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i miss the way i used to be
i miss the way i used to be
i would put my head down and i would
push through
not depending on anyone but relying on you
oh
whered the time go
make the clock stop
i need a break
from my mistakes
im getting colder
everyones older
i dont want to grow up
i just want to throw up
everytime i think about it
im in shock
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defeat
02:52
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i got twenty something bucks and i dont give a fuck about anything
i was standing in the street didnt feel like moving my feet or anything
i felt a relief
a release
needless to say it scared
needles to say im tired
today i felt defeat
ill say my prayers and go back to sleep
ive got a thousand fuckin songs and you dont sing along to any of them
how do you think that makes me feel
i stopped caring what you think years and years and years and years ago
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more
02:49
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are you lonely
do you need someone to work it out for you
in the garden
i pray that you parden me
dont you take time to worry bout anything
everything is fine
what is meant to be mine will be mine
i cant hear you though im trying
im relying on your promise
and i promise that i will always love you
but im so sad
i wanna be glad
i wanna be happy with the things i have
but im so tired
of going to the store
of always wanting more and more and more and more
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burnt out
02:11
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im too tired to shout
no doubt burnt out
feel like shit from when i wake up
to when i go to sleep
to when i try to sleep
do you hear me
i barely hear you anymore
every night
on my knees
praying on the floor
could you deliver me
from all this confusion
my life is laced with
a holographic illusion
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better
02:49
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i wish that i could feel the way i used to feel when i was a child
everytime i try to drive
i lose my mind
please God take it away
i cant take it anymore i pray
please stay away from me
i think im really losing
im really losing it
im really losing
im really losing my mind
i guess ill try
i guess ill lie
baby im fine
i swear this time
im getting better
fine baby im fine
i swear this time
im getting better
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14. |
fragile
02:45
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out of shape my body faces
consequences for the things that
i did with it
for the things that
i did with it
brain is fragile
flesh is fragile
head is hard
heart is hard
all the shit i put in my body
all the shit i put in my lung
all the shit i put in my stomach
really fucked me up
but i can feel you when youre near
i know youre always here
my anchor in the sand
always hold my hand
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dark blue
03:32
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i dont want to be alone
i just want to be with you
im tired of trying to change
she tells me that i can remain the same
dark blue
compromising for you
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summerland
04:16
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into the summerland
mash the baby
drink its blood
into the summerland
i will make you be my love
i will cast it
i will prepare the potion
i will flask it
i will make you smoke it
and you dance around the fire
and you float above the heat
no reason to be overdramatic
its only white magic
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everybody
02:00
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everybody
why cant you just love everybody
ra ha ha
i find myself again
in between you and God
as if theres even a question
as to whom i will love
cus i pledged allegiance
to the nail in the hand
i crucified my flesh
to follow the son of man
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heretic
02:27
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icy colors
pass me slowly
racing through
shooting stars they rip right through
could it be they actually mean nothing at all
theyre just light from burned out gas
its just a loud cloud
and it makes no sound
the moon will rise by the hand of God
and we will drown
crystal vision
television
crucifixion
circumcision
heretic
i must not be what the world wants me to be
i must try to see who im meant to be
i am not
i am just a man i am not my own god
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same
04:12
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i cant live like this anymore
somethings gotta give
i feel good enough to feel bad
take me to the days when i could stay inside and watch tv with my family
and everything was ok
everything was fine
and nothing was wrong with my mind
everyones changed
everything is different
here i am
i am still the same
oh life is hard enough
life is hard enough without you
oh baby be there for me and baby i will be there for you
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pander
02:14
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why cant you look me in the eye
when i say that there will be no compromise
i can and will not change
i will forever stay the same
and you can roll with the world if you want to
live in a state of shock
live in a state of fear
living a lie to tell you what they want to hear
clap yourself on the back
they clap back when you fuck up
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grow
01:26
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watch them grow up to grow apart
watch them grow up to break your heart
baby dont you go too far
mama keep me where you want me i will be where you are
i could never leave my family
nothing else would make me happy
i just wanna be my daddy
i dont wanna be what ive become
whats this thing that has possessed me
i swear that i am sorry
im sorry
i swear im sorry
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revelation
02:31
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and i pray for revelation
look up in the night sky
im so finite
ooh
God i need an answer
i barely feel you from within
separated by my sin
keep me in your mercy
im on my way back home
i am lost but i will be found again
i was lost but i will be found again
not by my will
just by your design
you are true divine
i have faltered
give me shelter
wash my hands
cleanse my soul
fill this hole in my chest
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23. |
audubon lake
03:11
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taking me back to the place that i know where i used to go
taking a walk with my dad around audubon lake
feeding bread to the ducks
throwing lines to the fish
oh how i miss this
oh how i miss this time in my life
oh no
dont go too far away
from audubon lake
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24. |
all my heart
02:18
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baby you know that i could never leave you
never lie
never deceive ya
i just wanna let you know how much i need ya
i hope that you need me like i need you
baby be true
i do with all my heart
i love you
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divine
04:00
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darling tell me
what you need me to be
and i will give you
all of my self
let me know
and i will go there
for no one else but you
i love you truly
you are divine
walking in time to the wedding bell
tears shed as the flowers fell
my hearts all for you
my heart belongs to you
the past fades behind me
you have reminded me that theres more to life
so much more to life
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