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Dumb Stupid Creature
03:54
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you dumb stupid creature
you watch the waves break on the shore
a little birdy come up to talk to you
but you dont wanna talk no more
you dirty filthy animal
if they had a siren for suicide
youd ride that truck til the sun comes up and romanticize your pride
dont end your quest
youll never find out what comes next boy
targeted marketing
perfect perception of the males and the females
choking on the ashid reflux
gushing from the pressure of the sale
caught in the undertow
of the internet
where vain opinion and desolate fate is met
you can sew them and you can tape them up
but once you get that tickling urge
its just a matter of time before your lies unwind
and they grow from beneath your dirt
dont end your quest
youll never find out what comes next boy
metal detector on the left
and a dog on the right
i had a dream my old friend kept shooting me
and he shot me all damn night
well im sniffing and im searching for that moldy gold
but that dog sunk deep into my thigh
and my friend he cracked his skull
imagination is a nation of salvation
but comatose its a furnace
and it feeds my fear and burns it
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Out Of My Head
02:55
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feel sick to my stomach all the time
how do i cure it
disillusion
paranoia
vacate this frame of mind
i guess ive gotta get out of my head
ill get you out of it
close eyes
contemplates taking life
which head am i inside
the one you romance to be true
or the facts that you dont want to
well i guess ive gotta go out of my head
ill get out of it
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Ashamed
02:24
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nobody taught me how to sin
how to get what i want from within you
how to persuade and formulate
just to relate and manipulate you
im ashamed
nobody taught me how to fight
how to know whats wrong and whats right
how the maze of love is strange
lost in lust the strain to behave right
im ashamed
nobody taught me about fate
spur of the moment leads to self hate
so many self inflicted wounds
do not disturb my peaceful hotel room
im ashamed
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Heart Can Heal
04:15
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who are you
who makes me do these things i do
dont you know its shady
to go and hurt your lady
if a heart can hurt
then a heart can heal
how are you
how ya doing
who you talking to
do you think its weird
how far away we've steered from eachother
im just looking for a mother to call me in when i run
to protect and serve
the only son
if a heart can hurt
then a heart can heal
all this love that you feel
these emotions arent real
its just love
its dangerous
youre playing with fire
burn
skin and bone
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Pretty Pill
04:14
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i dont like where im going
and i cant bare all this pain
they want answers for their problems
and erasers for their shame
and i know its not my problem
and i know youre not my son
but these chemicals that tame you
well they cannot come undone
take this pretty pill
it will make you feel better
well they finally got an answer
from knocking on heavens door
but its not the one they want to hear
so im talking to a horse
an the bible has the answers
but its not the ones they want
instead of burning all that cedar
should be carrying that cross
take this pretty pill
it will make you feel better
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Night
02:41
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theres nothing you cant fight that youre facing
just look it in the eyes and say goodbye
theres nothing in the night thats worth chasing
or changing for
whats going on man
something wrong man
dont you wanna sing my song with me
if all it took was a connection
to resurrect from your depression
youd probably opt for reality
up so high in your poison family tree
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Drowning In Sound
03:42
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to summon up emotion
to tranquilize a feeling
recognize destruction
masks the poison potion
everytime i find a reason
i seize the moment
every season ushers in a new opponent
bring forth my enemy
all my withered leaves
cast away the black cloud
im drowning in sound
breed oppurtunity
abort this vain disease
romance the cancer
surrender the answer to
God must love you
my soul is clouded by my actions
lack internal sanctions
therapeutically dictated are my reactions
the investor in empathy buried a bullet
deep within a tree
forensics orchestrate investigation
bring forth my enemy
all my withered leaves
cast away the black cloud
im drowning in sound
breed opportunity
abort this vain disease
romance the cancer
surrender the answer to
God must love you
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Same Old Soul
03:15
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since kings and queens
and heart and soul
strength and weakness
young and old
death and life and
in between
the subconscious and a dream
its the same old soul
summoning a threat into this life
its the same old bull
twist his horns til i see the dead lights
some days the nights see dusk and dawn
i saw a child his soul was gone
off being groomed within a wound
to rest inside the monsters womb
its the same old soul
summoning a threat into this life
its the same old bull
twist his horns til i see the dead lights
i can hear them humming
theyre coming
id be running
but im frozen in passion
a passing attraction
your nails are nice
but the nails get sharp
the grip gets strong
your mouth is sharp
my heart is weak
my soul is strong
they dont want to move along
and im helpless without you
and im lost
without you
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Love
03:47
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love
paranoia
theyre closing in
i am sorry
for who ive been
anybody else
would just move along
but you were with me
and youre so strong
loves all i need
nothing else can heal me
heal me
alcohol
and caffeine
i feel like a mormon
but dont tell me they dont breed dreams
ive seen my worst at the claws of thirst
as the hands of the clock reset i try but i cannot
only in Christ have i reattached the plot
i once was who i am not
loves all i need
nothing else can heal me
heal me
hallelujah
redemption song
grace has trashed
my swan song
hallelujah
ive finally found
just what it takes to stand
upon this solid ground
loves all i need
nothing else can heal me
heal me
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Sacrifice
04:59
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would you sacrifice your dreams for me
flowers blooming
color blending into life
out the window
theres another light
i wanna run into the sun again
wanna run into your arms
in the water
i just wanna hold your hand
when the tide is
ripping us from land
i wanna swim into forever
keep you darling in my heart
nothings ever gonna tear us apart
would you sacrifice your dreams for me
theres a memory
something special in the past
a reminder to make the present last
youve gotta anchor to that lifeline
cus this depressions gonna mask
all the love we have
lets take another chance
instead of riding out the weather
being pushed around by feelings so deceiving
if we followed them we'd never live it down
youre too beautiful
too precious
something sacred in your heart
never gonna let us tear it apart
would you sacrifice your dreams for me
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Seasons of Life
04:04
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what did it take to get here
what does it take to cry
if it took a train that carried pain
well good lord dont be shy
she remembered when i cursed your name
i said sometimes you get mad at God
how could it be
why me
dont you think that its odd
how seasons go against the weather
and water rarely tastes so good
when love means much more than it ever did
thats when life feels just like it should
it feels just like it should
in the seasons of our life
sin has separated us
from the reasons why we live
we feed on its tainted fruits
while it breeds confusion within
alone our glory is but a wildflower
that withers in the omnipotent
while we reap the demon seeds we sew
our flowers of fate die in the night
i refuse to believe that every moment was pain
every memory
vanity
through this illusion ive learned to hate
the devils attempts to derail your grace
the seasons go against the weather
your water never taste so good
your love means much more than it ever did
thats when life feels just like it should
it could feel just like it should
in the seasons of our life
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12. |
God Shaped Hole
04:13
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below the crushing leaves
within my family tree
lies an artifact
rooted in the sea
the land is soaking wet
the eyes are foaming white
transform in deadly night
the silence growing bright
last chance for hallelujah
my heart can finally beat
through the fog thickening its weakening i see
hold is slipping you snapped out of suicide
deepest part of me i do not wish to hide
i dont wanna hide
we're watered down
a hybrid of the heart
a droning sound
the silence of my soul
ive figured out that love will fill my God shaped hole
affection games you play
false pseudoscience
wishing while watching
your blessings go to waste
dont procrastinate
distractions may forsake you
the cards are yours to craft
so build a house dont place a bet
cus the eyes are foaming white
they prowl across the night
they hunt for naivety
to cloak luck as faith in light
youre no ignorant
i pray youve got a chance
faith in the face on your shadow
grace in the first dance
i dont wanna hide
we're watered down
a hybrid of the heart
a droning sound
the silence of my soul
ive figured out that love will fill my God shaped hole
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