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CREATURE

by 4:44

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you dumb stupid creature you watch the waves break on the shore a little birdy come up to talk to you but you dont wanna talk no more you dirty filthy animal if they had a siren for suicide youd ride that truck til the sun comes up and romanticize your pride dont end your quest youll never find out what comes next boy targeted marketing perfect perception of the males and the females choking on the ashid reflux gushing from the pressure of the sale caught in the undertow of the internet where vain opinion and desolate fate is met you can sew them and you can tape them up but once you get that tickling urge its just a matter of time before your lies unwind and they grow from beneath your dirt dont end your quest youll never find out what comes next boy metal detector on the left and a dog on the right i had a dream my old friend kept shooting me and he shot me all damn night well im sniffing and im searching for that moldy gold but that dog sunk deep into my thigh and my friend he cracked his skull imagination is a nation of salvation but comatose its a furnace and it feeds my fear and burns it ra
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feel sick to my stomach all the time how do i cure it disillusion paranoia vacate this frame of mind i guess ive gotta get out of my head ill get you out of it close eyes contemplates taking life which head am i inside the one you romance to be true or the facts that you dont want to well i guess ive gotta go out of my head ill get out of it
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Ashamed 02:24
nobody taught me how to sin how to get what i want from within you how to persuade and formulate just to relate and manipulate you im ashamed nobody taught me how to fight how to know whats wrong and whats right how the maze of love is strange lost in lust the strain to behave right im ashamed nobody taught me about fate spur of the moment leads to self hate so many self inflicted wounds do not disturb my peaceful hotel room im ashamed
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who are you who makes me do these things i do dont you know its shady to go and hurt your lady if a heart can hurt then a heart can heal how are you how ya doing who you talking to do you think its weird how far away we've steered from eachother im just looking for a mother to call me in when i run to protect and serve the only son if a heart can hurt then a heart can heal all this love that you feel these emotions arent real its just love its dangerous youre playing with fire burn skin and bone
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Pretty Pill 04:14
i dont like where im going and i cant bare all this pain they want answers for their problems and erasers for their shame and i know its not my problem and i know youre not my son but these chemicals that tame you well they cannot come undone take this pretty pill it will make you feel better well they finally got an answer from knocking on heavens door but its not the one they want to hear so im talking to a horse an the bible has the answers but its not the ones they want instead of burning all that cedar should be carrying that cross take this pretty pill it will make you feel better
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Night 02:41
theres nothing you cant fight that youre facing just look it in the eyes and say goodbye theres nothing in the night thats worth chasing or changing for whats going on man something wrong man dont you wanna sing my song with me if all it took was a connection to resurrect from your depression youd probably opt for reality up so high in your poison family tree
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to summon up emotion to tranquilize a feeling recognize destruction masks the poison potion everytime i find a reason i seize the moment every season ushers in a new opponent bring forth my enemy all my withered leaves cast away the black cloud im drowning in sound breed oppurtunity abort this vain disease romance the cancer surrender the answer to God must love you my soul is clouded by my actions lack internal sanctions therapeutically dictated are my reactions the investor in empathy buried a bullet deep within a tree forensics orchestrate investigation bring forth my enemy all my withered leaves cast away the black cloud im drowning in sound breed opportunity abort this vain disease romance the cancer surrender the answer to God must love you
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since kings and queens and heart and soul strength and weakness young and old death and life and in between the subconscious and a dream its the same old soul summoning a threat into this life its the same old bull twist his horns til i see the dead lights some days the nights see dusk and dawn i saw a child his soul was gone off being groomed within a wound to rest inside the monsters womb its the same old soul summoning a threat into this life its the same old bull twist his horns til i see the dead lights i can hear them humming theyre coming id be running but im frozen in passion a passing attraction your nails are nice but the nails get sharp the grip gets strong your mouth is sharp my heart is weak my soul is strong they dont want to move along and im helpless without you and im lost without you
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Love 03:47
love paranoia theyre closing in i am sorry for who ive been anybody else would just move along but you were with me and youre so strong loves all i need nothing else can heal me heal me alcohol and caffeine i feel like a mormon but dont tell me they dont breed dreams ive seen my worst at the claws of thirst as the hands of the clock reset i try but i cannot only in Christ have i reattached the plot i once was who i am not loves all i need nothing else can heal me heal me hallelujah redemption song grace has trashed my swan song hallelujah ive finally found just what it takes to stand upon this solid ground loves all i need nothing else can heal me heal me
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Sacrifice 04:59
would you sacrifice your dreams for me flowers blooming color blending into life out the window theres another light i wanna run into the sun again wanna run into your arms in the water i just wanna hold your hand when the tide is ripping us from land i wanna swim into forever keep you darling in my heart nothings ever gonna tear us apart would you sacrifice your dreams for me theres a memory something special in the past a reminder to make the present last youve gotta anchor to that lifeline cus this depressions gonna mask all the love we have lets take another chance instead of riding out the weather being pushed around by feelings so deceiving if we followed them we'd never live it down youre too beautiful too precious something sacred in your heart never gonna let us tear it apart would you sacrifice your dreams for me
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what did it take to get here what does it take to cry if it took a train that carried pain well good lord dont be shy she remembered when i cursed your name i said sometimes you get mad at God how could it be why me dont you think that its odd how seasons go against the weather and water rarely tastes so good when love means much more than it ever did thats when life feels just like it should it feels just like it should in the seasons of our life sin has separated us from the reasons why we live we feed on its tainted fruits while it breeds confusion within alone our glory is but a wildflower that withers in the omnipotent while we reap the demon seeds we sew our flowers of fate die in the night i refuse to believe that every moment was pain every memory vanity through this illusion ive learned to hate the devils attempts to derail your grace the seasons go against the weather your water never taste so good your love means much more than it ever did thats when life feels just like it should it could feel just like it should in the seasons of our life
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below the crushing leaves within my family tree lies an artifact rooted in the sea the land is soaking wet the eyes are foaming white transform in deadly night the silence growing bright last chance for hallelujah my heart can finally beat through the fog thickening its weakening i see hold is slipping you snapped out of suicide deepest part of me i do not wish to hide i dont wanna hide we're watered down a hybrid of the heart a droning sound the silence of my soul ive figured out that love will fill my God shaped hole affection games you play false pseudoscience wishing while watching your blessings go to waste dont procrastinate distractions may forsake you the cards are yours to craft so build a house dont place a bet cus the eyes are foaming white they prowl across the night they hunt for naivety to cloak luck as faith in light youre no ignorant i pray youve got a chance faith in the face on your shadow grace in the first dance i dont wanna hide we're watered down a hybrid of the heart a droning sound the silence of my soul ive figured out that love will fill my God shaped hole

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Track 2 mixed by Dave Downham

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released October 25, 2018

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