LIFEBLOOD

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Fall (DEMO) 01:36
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lifeblood baby you're my lifeblood you're the one and only til the day i die if i dont tell you how im feeling my heart would be reeling i know that you dont want to hear it but i will tell you how i feel cus one day im gonna die i could never lie to another heart could never tear it apart oh lifeblood baby youre my lifeblood everything i do is connected to you ooh baby youre my lifeblood pulsing through my veins youre the tears that are bleeding from my brain bbbbbbleeding from my brain bbbbbb my lifeblood darling youre my lifeblood youre the only one youre the only one substance amplifies emotion drinking from the potion spitting out bullshit bbbbbabies not my lifeblood forget everything that i said my deceitful heart wants me dead
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honey im your man take my hand gonna ride across this land going driving grab the aux get your ID grab the keys get the CD going driving dont tell your mama or your papa aint nobody gonna stop us going driving open up the moonroof catch that breeze look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me i dont care about your plans honey let me be your lover let me be your man tonight we're going driving all night long ill try to be strong gonna try to keep your mind off everything that ever went wrong dont think too much you think too much but everythings fine dont look up in the rearview just let it fall behind you and you know i will remind you of the moment when we met you know darling that id never let you get away from me i dont see anybody in my passenger seat im driving by myself im driving by myself
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i just wanted to go away risk it all to get home keep my red eyes on the road a few more miles and ill be home again i dont wanna think about i dont wanna talk about could you just leave me alone i just wanna go home again i just wanna go home i knew you before the things you did and i could never let them keep you from your destiny and i have known that this would happen all your life so know that you are loved
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another night wasted haunted in my basement by things from many places flipping through my yearbook for a clue for what it is that i should do next looking in the reflection of the water blood dripped from my brow into the toilet everytime i try to sleep i jump up cus i cant breathe cus i need you my bodies getting wider i cant hide her cus i cant stop eating shit if im so mean its from the caffeine keeping me from sleeping cus i dont wanna dream of her ive gotta get back to the source 'fore i divorce from the purest part of me Jesus youre my king wont you cleanse me off my sin so that i can begin again Hallelujah
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ive been lying by the waters edge ive been stranded in a valley ive been rotting in the shadows under the majesty of mountains ive been hurting for a lover ive been aching for some pain ive been sick of feeling nothing ive been sick of feeling vain so sick of feeling vain ive been carrying my crucifix ive been treading on the water ive been living in the half life ive been crying for my father i couldnt breathe i couldnt talk i couldnt sleep without waking up i thought of you until the pain manifested out of my head into the heart pressure in chest i was a mess here comes the daylight ive been up all night thinking of you
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how am i ever gonna love again how am i ever gonna trust someone you told me you loved me how am i gonna put it in the past how am i gonna make it last without your ghost hanging around i think you really need to see someone i really think that youre starting to act crazy i really think you need to have some fun im fine guard your heart
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everyones gathering around the fire ring I brace myself for the sting of loneliness that this day brings everyones having fun Im the only one Thats dressed up I don’t wanna go back outside I just wanna try to hide every scene is halloween this day dont mean a thing and dancing around my head are the living dead couldn’t get you out of my hair never thought you’d not be there Thank God for Nintendo Ill be playing Mario 64 Hit the fridge Steal the candy from the kids Get the chili Crack the beer Setting sail away from here So cue the music Im not crying Its in the sights of the horizon Its Goose island Goose island Goose island Goo hahahahahahaha
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Woman (DEMO) 04:25
i need a new chick that dont get sick of my shit shes gonna buy me CDs she'll let me stay home from the party to play video games cus in her eyes i can do no wrong and who knows how strong cus shes a woman and when im gone she wont move on cus im her man and shes my woman darling lets go to the beach darling lets go to the creek grab your fishing pol off to the fishing hole we go baby could you make me some food baby'd never leave me for some cooler dude for some asshole for his muscle car with a time share just to travel to the bar and throw up and throw up again i need a new babe who likes to skateboard who likes to fight with foam swords she loves Jesus and loves my grandma and loves living in my parents house cus in her eyes i do no wrong she lets me sing my songs in the basement and when im dead she believes she'll see me again in the next life in the next world in heaven baby lets drive to the park baby lets drive in the dark lets score some fast food and some pokeman cards baby could you make me some food baby'd never leave me for some cooler dude for some asshole with a good job with some good hash and a fat stack of cash makes me throw up and throw up again bleaghhh bleaghh
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Soda (DEMO) 03:06
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once again feel like my heads gonna explode once again i overwork to overload i keep burning out once again feel like my hearts in a knot once again im doing things i should not do dont tell me tell you no dont tell me tell you why i keep burning out what would i do without my father without my mother without my grandmom without my sister without my puppy her name is meme
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Dance (DEMO) 02:48
you got caught messing around making songs for the underground and then i saw you through the cigarette smoke you rolled your eyes took the CD you drank the wine and offered it to me but im a germaphobe i said i just came to dance i just came to dance my friend i just came to dance you said you gotta get out of town youll be around and you would be so down to sing a song with me after the bomb how do we live the only way forwards to forgive you know i pray for you i said i just came to dance i just came to dance my friend i just came to dance
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i can be anyone that i wanna be on halloween this weather baby its so beautiful when the wind blows cold leaves fall down on the ground we walk round the town i can be anyone that i wanna be on halloween this weather baby its so beautiful when the wind blows cold make me a costume so i can escape from myself ill be megaman mario yusuke or tetsuo maybe ill be link dont wana think no more ill fight my troubles with a plastic sword on my way to hyrule (hey listen) you can be anything that you wanna be on halloween nice leather baby if you wanna be barbie ill be ken or we can be the men in black or the ghost busters ill be the new ones you'll be the old ones wait i got mixed up only on halloween i could be the man of your dreams ill be woody you be buzz we can be charlies angels or we could be the fuzz ill be george bush and you can be james brown but you cant be anyone from the tiger king in this town buy me a costume so i can escape from myself (how about picasso or pinnochio its a peter pandemic or geppetto mickey mouse ha ha) ill be yoshi or yugi or shaggy or scooby or porky pig (uhuhuhuh thats all folks) i wanna go to the halloween store buy me a costume that i cant afford i wanna go to the halloween store buy me a costume ill dress like a...good boy trick or treat
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i just want an innocent love i just want somebody to hold me i just want an innocent love i dont wanna face the world alone i just want an innocent love gimme back my time gimme back my life gimme back my choices gimme back my heart
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baby its deeper than your hurt maybe its deeper than your heart maybe its deeper than you saught maybe its deeper than you thought baby does it hit you like a dream when you breathe does it make you want to scream baby does it haunt you in the dark baby do you feel it when we talk baby do you feel it when you walk through the autumn weather does it get better
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waiting waiting for something ive been waiting a long time the summers finally losing its heat the breeze is blowing the fall is coming october nights are near and ive been waiting here waiting for something waiting for something i've been waiting for no more sorrow looking forwards towards the morrow everyones in love in love gonna see my friends again gonna talk about the good times dumb jokes at the bar those days are not so far away maybe ill meet a girl fall in love i hope she likes video games and the McDonalds value menu waiting for something waiting for something i've been waiting for no more sorrow looking forwards towards the morrow everyones in love in love gonna jump in my car and drive real far away gonna play my guitar for anyone that will listen i dont why i cant stop singing its in my soul this rock and roll
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when i wake up i dont wanna think im gonna buy a big soft drink i wanna be alone in my car gonna go get my compact disc the ride is long its worth the risk im gonna sing alone in my car its been so long since ive been where you are i follow my northern star almost feels like home almost feels like heaven give me CD make me happy oh princeton ive been dreaming of you i just need a place to hide i just wanna feel alive i just need to take a break from my mind oh princeton i miss you i didnt find all the albums on my list i wonder if i should just spend it all on this set gotta have enough for 33 and 1/3 i wish i had a girl to check the parking meter cus you can never trust those parking meter readers well now i just park my car in the garage for a flat rate its late and i feel like a joke but not too late for a slice and a coke guess ill head back home cus it gets dark around 7 but i need joes peach tea to drive with me yea joes peach tea you can taste the peaches so vividly princeton ive been dreaming of you i just need a place to hide i just wanna feel alive i just need to take a break from my mind oh princeton i miss you
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the present burning to the past all the darkness all the laughs the light of day is fading away the illusion burst at the seams to a nightmare laced with dreams awoke to the heat of the sun on everyone I could have done without the pain I could have done without knowing your name so if you're not coming back I guess ill be on my way maybe ill see you some day and we can talk about when we loved and lied laughed and cried when we were hanging out dreaming about growing up having fun forever now we're far apart hearts are scarred words were said lies were spread this is where I let it go forever this is my last love song for you though my heart sings black and blue everyday I try to make it to the night without trying to catch a glimpse of what lifes like with you
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released March 20, 2021

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